\u201cForty dollars,\u201d Dale said. \u201cFor an afternoon.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He said it with his hand resting on the splitter. The way a man rests his hand on something that belongs to him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It did not belong to him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It was a red twenty-seven-ton log splitter with a Honda engine. My husband bought it at Fleet Farm six years ago for fourteen hundred dollars. He made the last payment on it with money from selling firewood to the cabin people on the lake. Jim\u2019s own handwriting was on the side of the hydraulic tank in white paint marker. I could see it from where I stood in the doorway of Dale\u2019s shed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cForty dollars,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cThe rental place in Rhinelander gets ninety a day,\u201d Dale said. \u201cAnd you\u2019d have to drive all the way up there to get it. Forty\u2019s a family price.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He was grinning a little.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Not a mean grin, exactly. It was the grin of a man who has practiced a thing in his truck on the way over, and is relieved at how smoothly it came out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It was a Saturday in the middle of October. Gray. About forty-five degrees. The kind of day up here in the north woods of Wisconsin when you can already smell the snow that\u2019s still two weeks off.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
My son was sitting out in the pickup in Dale\u2019s yard with the heater running.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cole was sixteen. He had his father\u2019s shoulders. And that fall, he had none of his father\u2019s patience. I\u2019d told him to stay in the truck for exactly that reason.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
My name is Becky Thorson. I\u2019m forty-four years old. I drive a propane truck for the co-op.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And I need to tell you how that splitter came to be sitting in my brother-in-law\u2019s shed in the first place.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jim died in April.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He was forty-eight years old. It was ten minutes to five in the morning. He was sitting at the kitchen table lacing up his boots, getting ready to go sit in a log truck he couldn\u2019t drive anywhere, because the spring road bans were still on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He put his hand down flat on the table.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He said, \u201cBeck.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That was all he said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The doctor told me later it was his heart. He said there was nothing I could have done with the four minutes I had before the ambulance came.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019ve decided to believe him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The week of the funeral, Dale came by with his truck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dale is Jim\u2019s older brother. Three years older. He lives half a mile down Otter Creek Road from us, by himself. He does mechanic work out of the pole shed behind his house.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI\u2019m going to take the splitter down to my place,\u201d he said, standing in my yard. \u201cFor safekeeping. You\u2019re gone on that propane truck all day, and the boy\u2019s at school. Somebody\u2019d have that hooked up and gone in two minutes.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I said thank you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I would have said thank you to anybody that week.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Then it was summer, and I didn\u2019t think about firewood at all.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I drive a bobtail for the co-op. Three thousand gallons. I took every single hour of overtime they\u2019d give me all summer long.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Because a widow\u2019s arithmetic isn\u2019t complicated.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There\u2019s one paycheck now. That\u2019s all the arithmetic there is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
By the first of October, I was thinking about firewood.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
People think it\u2019s funny that the woman who delivers their propane heats her own house with wood.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s not that funny.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I know what propane costs better than anybody on my route. We have a furnace. But we also have a wood stove in the front room that Jim put in the year Cole was born. And that stove is what we live on all winter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jim had left about six face cords split and stacked under the lean-to from the year before.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Up here, when we say a cord, that\u2019s usually what we mean. A face cord. A stack four feet high and eight feet long and one stick deep. About a good heaped pickup load.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Six of those would get us to about Christmas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What I had plenty of was rounds.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Two winters back, Jim dropped nine red oaks along the north line of our property. The oak wilt was coming through, and he wanted to get them down before they died standing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The fall before he died, he bucked every one of those oaks into sixteen-inch rounds. Then he lined them all up along the fence on pallets.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
They\u2019d been down two years now. The ends were checked and gray. They were as dry and ready as oak ever gets.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There was a long, long row of them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And every single one was too big to fit in my stove.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You can split red oak with a maul. I\u2019ve done it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But I can\u2019t swing a maul through fifteen cords of oak. Not in the handful of weekends I had left before the ground went white.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So on Friday night, I called Dale and told him I\u2019d be down in the morning to get the splitter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cCome on down,\u201d he said. \u201cWe\u2019ll talk about it.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Now I knew what there was to talk about.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Specialty: Emotional Turning Points<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rachel Monroe writes character-driven stories about betrayal, second chances, and unexpected resilience. Her work highlights the emotional side of family conflict \u2014 the silences, the misunderstandings, and the moments when someone quietly decides they\u2019ve had enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cForty dollars,\u201d I said again, standing in his shed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cFor the afternoon. Have it back by dark.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There were a number of things a person could say at a time like that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s Jim\u2019s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jim\u2019s is mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You took it out of my yard the week I buried him, and I said thank you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I had every single one of those sentences lined up behind my teeth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But I looked at Dale\u2019s hand resting on the beam of that splitter. And I looked at his face.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And I understood something.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If I said those things, he\u2019d say something back. And then I\u2019d be a widow standing in a shed in October, arguing about a machine while the daylight burned away. With my son watching the whole thing through a windshield.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And I still wouldn\u2019t have my wood in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I understood something else, too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If my husband\u2019s brother was going to charge me rent on my dead husband\u2019s splitter, I wanted it written down. In his own hand. With his own name under it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cAll right,\u201d I said. \u201cThank you, Dale.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I took my wallet out of my back pocket. I took out two twenty-dollar bills. I handed them to him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He took them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He folded them once and put them in his shirt pocket. And he looked more surprised than I\u2019d seen him look since we were all young.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI\u2019d like a receipt,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cA receipt.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI keep track of things now. I have to.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He laughed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He went over to his workbench and tore a sheet off the little parts-store pad he writes his repair tickets on. He found a pen that worked on the third try. And he wrote it out standing up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He was still grinning when he handed it to me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I read it right there in the shed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rec\u2019d of Becky Thorson, $40, rent on log splitter, one afternoon. Dale Thorson.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And the date.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cGood enough?\u201d he said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cThat\u2019s just right,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I folded it and put it in the chest pocket of my flannel shirt. And I buttoned the pocket.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He helped me hook it up. I\u2019ll say that for him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He dropped the tongue on the trailer ball. He ran the safety chains. He told me to keep it under forty-five on the road because those little tires heat up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Then he stood in his yard with my forty dollars in his shirt pocket and watched me drive his brother\u2019s splitter half a mile home.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Specialty: Emotional Turning Points<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rachel Monroe writes character-driven stories about betrayal, second chances, and unexpected resilience. Her work highlights the emotional side of family conflict \u2014 the silences, the misunderstandings, and the moments when someone quietly decides they\u2019ve had enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cole didn\u2019t say a word until we were out on the road.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cDid you just pay him?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI did.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cFor Dad\u2019s splitter.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cMom.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
His voice cracked on it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cIt\u2019s ours. It\u2019s Dad\u2019s. You just let him\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI didn\u2019t let him do anything,\u201d I said. \u201cI rented a splitter for the afternoon, and I have a receipt. Now we have about six hours of daylight left, and I\u2019d like to know how much oak two people can split in six hours. Get your gloves.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We backed the splitter up to the row of rounds a little after noon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I braided my hair back out of the way. I put on my work gloves. I checked the hydraulic oil and the engine oil, because Jim always did, and because I didn\u2019t know how the machine had been kept all summer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Both were full. Both were clean.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dale is a lot of things. But he doesn\u2019t neglect a machine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That\u2019s when Cole saw the tank.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He\u2019d crouched down to look for the fuel shutoff. And he stayed crouched down.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I came around to see what was keeping him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jim wrote on things.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He wrote on the inside of the kitchen cupboard doors. On the furnace. On the fuse box in the basement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And on the side of that hydraulic tank, in white paint marker, he\u2019d written down the date every time he changed the oil. A whole column of dates, going back six years. In his square, careful printing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And underneath that column, set apart by itself, he\u2019d written one more line.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cole. First cord. Age 11.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cole put his glove on it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He just laid his hand there. Flat. The same way his father had laid his hand on the kitchen table that morning in April.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I didn\u2019t say anything.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There are times a mother should talk. And there are times she should go pull the starter rope.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I went and pulled the starter rope.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The Honda caught on the second pull. The way it always had.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When Cole stood up, his eyes were red. His jaw was working.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He rolled the first round over to the beam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cYou run the lever,\u201d he said. \u201cI\u2019ll feed.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cWe\u2019ll trade off,\u201d I said. \u201cEvery hour.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Specialty: Emotional Turning Points<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rachel Monroe writes character-driven stories about betrayal, second chances, and unexpected resilience. Her work highlights the emotional side of family conflict \u2014 the silences, the misunderstandings, and the moments when someone quietly decides they\u2019ve had enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Here\u2019s how it works, if you\u2019ve never done it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You set a round on the beam, up against the foot plate. You pull the lever. The ram pushes the round slowly into the wedge, with twenty-seven tons of pressure behind it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The oak groans.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And then it lets go with a crack you can feel in your back teeth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Red oak splits clean and straight. It smells sour when it opens up. Like vinegar. That night, you smell it in your hair.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
One of us fed the rounds and ran the lever. The other one pulled the split pieces away and stacked them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You don\u2019t talk much, because of the engine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You just go.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
By one-thirty, we had the first face cord split and stacked in the bed of the truck. Heaped up and tight.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
By two-thirty, we had the second one stacked on the ground beside it. And my shoulders were starting to talk to me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Around three o\u2019clock, I went into the lean-to to get the water jug.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And I saw the wall.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019d seen it a hundred times. I just hadn\u2019t looked at it since April.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
On the bare studs inside the lean-to, right next to where the splitting maul hangs on its nail, Jim kept a list. Written in carpenter\u2019s pencil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He started it the very first fall we lived in that house. And every October, he wrote over it again to make it darker. So now it stood out black against the gray wood.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mrs. Hartmann, one cord.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Donna Peterson, one cord.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Marlene Olson, one cord.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Three widows on Otter Creek Road.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mrs. Hartmann lives at the very far end of the road, past the creek. She\u2019s eighty-six. She taught fourth grade at the elementary school in town for thirty-four years.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Donna Peterson\u2019s husband went through the ice on a snowmobile when their kids were small.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Marlene Olson lost her husband, Art, to cancer. Her hip is so bad she can\u2019t carry more than three sticks of wood at a time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Every October, for as long as Jim and I were married, he split their wood first. And ours second.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He delivered it. He stacked it on their porches. And he wouldn\u2019t take one single dime for it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He\u2019d take a pie. If the pie was already made.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That was his whole rule.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I stood there in the lean-to holding the water jug. And I counted the daylight.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We had the splitter until dark. Dark was about ten after six.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
At the rate we were going, we\u2019d have four cords done by then. If nothing broke, and neither one of us quit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Four cords wasn\u2019t anywhere close to my winter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And I thought, I\u2019ll pay forty dollars again next Saturday if I have to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But there are three old women down this road who\u2019ve been looking out their windows ever since the leaves turned. And not one of them has called me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Because how do you call a brand-new widow and ask her where your free firewood is?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Specialty: Emotional Turning Points<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rachel Monroe writes character-driven stories about betrayal, second chances, and unexpected resilience. Her work highlights the emotional side of family conflict \u2014 the silences, the misunderstandings, and the moments when someone quietly decides they\u2019ve had enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I came back out with the jug.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cThree of these are going down the road,\u201d I said to Cole. Loud, over the engine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He looked at the truck. At the pile. At me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He\u2019d been riding along on those deliveries since he was big enough to carry kindling. He knew exactly which three.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cDad\u2019s list,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cDad\u2019s list.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He nodded.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He rolled the next round over to the beam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
My son had spent most of that year angry at everything that moved. At school. At me. At the dog. At the whole world, for taking his father.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But he split wood that afternoon like a grown man.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And when we traded off at four o\u2019clock, he said, \u201cI\u2019ve got the lever, Mom. You stack.\u201d Because he could see my arms were shaking. And he didn\u2019t want to say that he could see it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We finished the fourth cord at twenty minutes to six.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The clouds had come down low over the pines. The light was going blue.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I shut off the Honda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The quiet came in so fast that both of us just stood there in it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Four face cords. One in the truck bed. Three on the ground in rows.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
My hands wouldn\u2019t close all the way.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cWe have to take it back now,\u201d Cole said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cWe do.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cThat is the dumbest thing I\u2019ve ever heard.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI know it,\u201d I said. \u201cHook it up.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We pulled the splitter back down the road with a cord of oak riding in the truck bed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dale came out of his shed wiping his hands on a rag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He looked at the wood in the truck. I watched him do the figuring in his head. The way any man up here would.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cGot some done,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cFour cords.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cFour.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He looked at Cole. Then back at me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cIn one afternoon. The two of you.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cThank you for the use of it,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He unhooked the splitter himself and rolled it back into his shed by the tongue.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
From the shed door, he called out. \u201cSame time next week, if you want it.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI\u2019ll let you know,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cole had his hand on the door handle. I could see him getting ready to say something.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I put my hand on his arm. He stayed in the truck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And we drove straight on down the road. Right past our own driveway. Across the creek. All the way to the very last mailbox.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Specialty: Emotional Turning Points<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rachel Monroe writes character-driven stories about betrayal, second chances, and unexpected resilience. Her work highlights the emotional side of family conflict \u2014 the silences, the misunderstandings, and the moments when someone quietly decides they\u2019ve had enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mrs. Hartmann\u2019s house is a small white house with green shutters and a porch across the front.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There was one lamp on in the front room.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There was a path worn into the grass from her front door to her mailbox. And no other path at all.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I knocked.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It took her a long time to come to the door. She came with her cane in one hand. She had a cardigan buttoned on over another cardigan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When she opened the inside door, the air that came out of that house was no warmer than the air on the porch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She looked at me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Then she looked past me, at the truck with its headlights on. At the oak heaped up in the bed. At Cole, already dropping the tailgate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cOh,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That was all, at first. Just \u201cOh.\u201d Very small. With her hand coming up to the collar of her sweater.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cIt\u2019s late this year,\u201d I said. \u201cI\u2019m sorry, Mrs. Hartmann. I should\u2019ve been here two weeks ago.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cRebecca.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She has never once in her life called me Becky.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI did not think anyone was coming,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI know.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI would not have asked you. I want you to know that. I said to myself, Ilse, that girl has just buried her husband. You will buy your wood like everybody else.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She shook her head.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBut the man in town wants a hundred and ten dollars a cord. And I thought I would wait and see how cold it got.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cHow cold has it gotten?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI have been keeping the propane at fifty-eight,\u201d she said. With great dignity. \u201cIt is perfectly adequate with a sweater.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019m the one who fills Mrs. Hartmann\u2019s propane tank.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019d been wondering for three weeks why she wasn\u2019t burning any.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cWell,\u201d I said. \u201cWe\u2019re going to stack this. And then Cole\u2019s going to lay you a fire. And then you can turn that thermostat down as far as you like.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She stood in her doorway with the storm door propped open on her hip and watched us carry every single stick.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cole stacked it on her porch the way his father always had. Bark side up. Tight against the wall under the front window. With the smaller kindling splits on the end nearest her door, so she wouldn\u2019t have to reach.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When he was done, he carried an armload inside and knelt down in front of her wood stove.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She stood right over him and told him exactly how to do it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And he let her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When the fire caught, she reached down and put her hand on top of his head.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He\u2019s six feet tall. But he was kneeling. And she could reach.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cYou stack like your father,\u201d she said. \u201cHe stacked crooked in the fourth grade too. I never could break him of it.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She patted his head.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cIt always held.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cole didn\u2019t look up. He just nodded at the stove door for a long while.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Specialty: Emotional Turning Points<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rachel Monroe writes character-driven stories about betrayal, second chances, and unexpected resilience. Her work highlights the emotional side of family conflict \u2014 the silences, the misunderstandings, and the moments when someone quietly decides they\u2019ve had enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
On the porch, as we were leaving, Mrs. Hartmann took hold of my sleeve.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cEleven years he brought it,\u201d she said. \u201cI made him a pie every single time. And every single time he said, \u2018Mrs. Hartmann, you didn\u2019t have to do that.\u2019 And then he ate half of it standing up in my kitchen.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She held onto my sleeve.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI have not got a pie tonight, Rebecca.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cYou don\u2019t owe me a pie.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI owe somebody one,\u201d she said. \u201cI will work out who.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
On Sunday, after church, we loaded the second cord and took it to Donna Peterson.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Donna tried to give Cole a twenty-dollar bill. He wouldn\u2019t take it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We took the third cord to Marlene Olson. We carried it all the way into her back entry, one wheelbarrow load at a time. So she\u2019d only have to walk ten feet with her bad hip to get to it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Marlene had a pie already made.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She said she\u2019d baked one every Sunday in October. Just in case. And had been eating them all herself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We took the pie. Those were the rules.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That left one cord, out of the four, for my own stove.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And thirteen or fourteen more cords still lying in rounds along my fence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sunday night, I sat at the kitchen table.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
In Jim\u2019s chair.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I had Dale\u2019s receipt smoothed out flat in front of me. And an index card from the recipe drawer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wrote four different notes. I threw away three of them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019m not a spiteful woman. I want that to be true. So I\u2019m careful about it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I did not write one word about Dale on that index card.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What I wrote was this.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Free split oak for any widow or shut-in on Otter Creek Road who needs it before snow. Split Saturdays on Jim Thorson\u2019s splitter. Call Becky Thorson.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And my phone number.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Every word of it was true. And there wasn\u2019t one word on it I\u2019d have minded reading out loud in church.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Specialty: Emotional Turning Points<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rachel Monroe writes character-driven stories about betrayal, second chances, and unexpected resilience. Her work highlights the emotional side of family conflict \u2014 the silences, the misunderstandings, and the moments when someone quietly decides they\u2019ve had enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Monday morning, I was at the feed store at seven o\u2019clock, right when Ray unlocked the door.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I had to start my route at seven-thirty. So I was already wearing my co-op jacket.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Everybody up here knows that bulletin board at the feed store. It\u2019s by the front counter, next to the coffee pot. It\u2019s where you find out who has hay for sale and who lost a beagle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I took two thumbtacks out of the corner of the board.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I pinned up my index card.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Then I pinned Dale\u2019s receipt up right next to it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Just the receipt. On its little parts-store paper. With nothing written on it except what Dale wrote himself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ray was behind the counter counting his cash drawer. He looked up when he heard the thumbtacks go in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He came around the counter and stood next to me. He had his reading glasses pushed up on his forehead.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Then he pulled them down.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He read the card.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He read the receipt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He read the card again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cJim\u2019s splitter,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He looked at the receipt for a long time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He didn\u2019t ask me one single question.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He took his glasses off and folded them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cYou want some coffee, Becky?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI\u2019ve got a route,\u201d I said. \u201cThank you, Ray.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And I went to work.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I didn\u2019t say another word about it to anybody. I just pinned up two pieces of paper and drove my propane truck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But you can\u2019t fill a propane tank in this county without somebody coming out on the porch in his slippers to visit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And by Wednesday, they were coming out with something in particular on their minds.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A man named Larry, out on Pine Road, held the hose for me while I filled his tank. He\u2019d never done that once in six years.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI\u2019ve got a thirty-ton splitter,\u201d he said. \u201cI could have it in your yard tonight. You could keep it till Easter.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cThat\u2019s good of you, Larry. But I\u2019ve got one.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cSo I read,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That would\u2019ve been the easy way out. For everybody. Dale included.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But then the red one would\u2019ve sat in Dale\u2019s shed for the next ten years. With Jim\u2019s handwriting on it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I didn\u2019t want Larry\u2019s splitter. I wanted my husband\u2019s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Three other men made me the same offer that week.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The phone rang at home too. Two calls were for the free oak. Both from people farther out than Otter Creek Road. One was a widower on Spring Lake. One was a young mother whose husband was deployed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wrote their names down.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Specialty: Emotional Turning Points<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rachel Monroe writes character-driven stories about betrayal, second chances, and unexpected resilience. Her work highlights the emotional side of family conflict \u2014 the silences, the misunderstandings, and the moments when someone quietly decides they\u2019ve had enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cole came home from school Wednesday afternoon and dropped his backpack by the door.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cEverybody at school knows,\u201d he said. \u201cEverybody. Why don\u2019t you say more? You could bury him, Mom. Everybody\u2019s waiting for you to.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I was standing at the sink peeling potatoes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I kept peeling.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBecause he\u2019s your dad\u2019s brother,\u201d I said. \u201cHe taught your dad to drive. He stood next to me at the grave, and he couldn\u2019t get through the Lord\u2019s Prayer.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I set down the peeler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cWhatever this is, it isn\u2019t all he is. I put up the truth. And it was a small truth. In his own handwriting. If there\u2019s more to it than that, I want him to be the one to tell me.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cAnd if he doesn\u2019t?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cThen I pay forty dollars on Saturday,\u201d I said. \u201cAnd I ask him for another receipt.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cole almost smiled.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It was the first time in a long while.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ray told me later what happened on Thursday.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dale came into the feed store for hydraulic fittings around ten in the morning. That\u2019s when the counter is the fullest.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Four or five men were standing there with their coffee.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dale said good morning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nobody was rude to him. Somebody said, \u201cMorning, Dale.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And then nobody said anything else.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And one by one, they looked over at the bulletin board.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And then at the floor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dale turned around to see what they\u2019d all been looking at.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ray said he read it standing very still. A long time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He could have torn it right off that board. Nobody would\u2019ve stopped him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He didn\u2019t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He paid for his fittings. He left a five-dollar bill on the counter for a three-dollar sale. And he walked out without his change.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Friday night, I was doing dishes when I saw headlights come up Otter Creek Road and slow down at the end of my driveway.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The headlights stopped. I watched them sit there on the kitchen wall.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
They sat there for most of a minute.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Then they went on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Specialty: Emotional Turning Points<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rachel Monroe writes character-driven stories about betrayal, second chances, and unexpected resilience. Her work highlights the emotional side of family conflict \u2014 the silences, the misunderstandings, and the moments when someone quietly decides they\u2019ve had enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Saturday, I worked a half day. October\u2019s when everybody suddenly remembers they have a propane tank.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I was driving home a little after noon in my own pickup when I saw somebody walking along the gravel shoulder of Otter Creek Road.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Very slowly. On the wrong side for traffic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It was Mrs. Hartmann.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She had on a wool coat, and a clear plastic rain bonnet tied under her chin. Even though it wasn\u2019t raining. She was planting her cane out ahead of her like a woman driving fence posts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I pulled over and rolled down my window.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cMrs. Hartmann. Where in the world are you going?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI am going to see Dale Thorson.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cThat\u2019s another half mile.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI am aware of where he lives, Rebecca. I drove this road for forty years.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cWho told you?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cDonna Peterson drove me to town for my prescription on Thursday,\u201d she said. \u201cI can still read a bulletin board.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She didn\u2019t stop walking. I had to let my truck creep along beside her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cYou may drive me. Or you may follow me. I would prefer that you drive me. Because I would like to have some breath left when I get there.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I got out and helped her up into the cab.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She weighed nothing. She smelled like wood smoke. I was glad of it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI don\u2019t want you fighting my fights,\u201d I said, after I had her seatbelt on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI am not fighting anything,\u201d she said. \u201cI am going to ask a former pupil a question.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She set her cane upright between her knees and folded both hands on top of it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI had both of those boys at the same desk. Three years apart. Second row, by the radiator. I know them both a good deal better than you do. With respect.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dale was out in his yard when we pulled in. He had the hood up on somebody\u2019s Ford.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He saw my truck and straightened up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Then the passenger door opened.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And the cane came out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And then one small black shoe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019ve watched my brother-in-law walk out on lake ice in March that nobody else in this county would stand on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I watched him take one step backward from a woman who didn\u2019t come up to his shirt pocket.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cMrs. Hartmann,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And he took his cap off.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He was fifty-one years old. And he took his cap off.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cDale.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Specialty: Emotional Turning Points<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rachel Monroe writes character-driven stories about betrayal, second chances, and unexpected resilience. Her work highlights the emotional side of family conflict \u2014 the silences, the misunderstandings, and the moments when someone quietly decides they\u2019ve had enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She walked right out into the middle of his yard.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She didn\u2019t hurry. She didn\u2019t look down at the ground. The shed door was standing open, and the red splitter sat just inside it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She stopped where she could see it. Then she turned so she could see him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI have burned your brother\u2019s wood for eleven winters,\u201d she said. \u201cI am burning it now. I had a fire this morning that his son laid for me. With oak that his widow paid you forty dollars for the privilege of splitting.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She looked at him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI read that on a wall in town. In your own handwriting. Which has not improved.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cMrs. Hartmann\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI am not finished.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She wasn\u2019t loud. People say she never once raised her voice in thirty-four years of teaching. She didn\u2019t raise it then.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI have known you since you were nine years old,\u201d she said. \u201cYou were not a greedy child. You were a proud one. You would take a zero on a test before you would ask to borrow a pencil. I sent a note home to your mother about it.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dale\u2019s ears had gone red.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cSo I do not believe you did this for forty dollars,\u201d Mrs. Hartmann said. \u201cI think there is something you could not make yourself ask for. And I would like you to tell this girl what it is. Right now. While I am standing here.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She leaned on her cane.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI am eighty-six. I cannot stand here long.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nobody moved.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A chickadee was calling in the pines behind the shed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dale looked at the splitter. He looked down at the cap in his hands.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Then he looked at me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It was the first time he\u2019d looked straight at me since April.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cHe owed me six hundred dollars,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I didn\u2019t understand him at first.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cWho did?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cJim. Back in February.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It came out of him in pieces. Like something he had to pull out by hand.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cThe rear end went out on his plow truck. He was laid up from hauling. The road bans were coming. You two were tight. I found an axle at the salvage yard in Antigo. Six hundred dollars. I put it on my credit card. And I put it in for him myself, over two nights. I didn\u2019t charge him the labor. I wouldn\u2019t have.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cHe never told me,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cHe wouldn\u2019t have. He said, \u2018Don\u2019t say anything to Beck. She\u2019s got enough to worry about. I\u2019ll square it with you when the roads open up and I\u2019m hauling again.’\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dale turned his cap around in his hands.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cThe roads opened up on April twenty-second.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jim died on April ninth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Specialty: Emotional Turning Points<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rachel Monroe writes character-driven stories about betrayal, second chances, and unexpected resilience. Her work highlights the emotional side of family conflict \u2014 the silences, the misunderstandings, and the moments when someone quietly decides they\u2019ve had enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cAnd then I didn\u2019t know how,\u201d Dale said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
His voice was getting thick.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI\u2019m not good at it. I had the card bill coming every month. Every month I\u2019d think, I\u2019ll go up there and tell her. And then I\u2019d think about walking into that kitchen. And asking a widow for six hundred dollars. At the table where he\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He stopped.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI couldn\u2019t do it.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He looked over at the splitter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI took the splitter that week because I thought, well, I\u2019ll hold onto it. And when she asks for it, I\u2019ll say it then. And then you asked. And I had it all ready to say. And what came out of my mouth was forty dollars an afternoon.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cFifteen afternoons,\u201d Mrs. Hartmann said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She\u2019d always been quick at arithmetic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cYes ma\u2019am.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dale\u2019s eyes were wet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cFifteen afternoons, and we\u2019d be square. And I\u2019d never have to say it out loud. It sounded all right in the truck.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He looked at me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cIt didn\u2019t sound all right when you handed me the money. And then you asked for the receipt. I thought you were just being careful. I thought it was kind of funny.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI know you did,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cIt\u2019s not funny on that board.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cNo. It\u2019s not.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I stood there in his yard and felt a whole week of being right go out of me. Like air out of a tire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Not all of it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A man who\u2019s owed six hundred dollars says so. He doesn\u2019t take a dead man\u2019s tools out of his widow\u2019s yard and charge her by the day. I thought that then. I still think it now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But I also thought about Jim, sitting at the kitchen table in February. Not telling me. To save me the worry.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And his brother down the road, not telling me. Because he was too ashamed to say it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The two of them were exactly alike.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Second row. By the radiator.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cWait here,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBecky, I don\u2019t\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cWait here, Dale.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Specialty: Emotional Turning Points<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rachel Monroe writes character-driven stories about betrayal, second chances, and unexpected resilience. Her work highlights the emotional side of family conflict \u2014 the silences, the misunderstandings, and the moments when someone quietly decides they\u2019ve had enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I left Mrs. Hartmann standing in his yard. Dale went and brought her a folding chair from the shed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I drove the half mile home.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I went into the kitchen. I reached up on top of the refrigerator and took down the coffee can.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That was the wood money.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Every fall, Jim sold a few cords of firewood to the cabin people on the lake. Ninety dollars a face cord. And every single dollar of it went into a Folgers can on top of the refrigerator.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I hadn\u2019t touched that can since April.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I couldn\u2019t even make myself take the lid off.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I drove back to Dale\u2019s. And I took the lid off right there on my tailgate. With both of them watching.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There was six hundred and forty dollars inside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Twenties, mostly. Soft and a little bit sawdusty.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I counted out six hundred dollars onto the tailgate. I squared up the stack.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And I held it out to him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI can\u2019t take that,\u201d Dale said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cYou can. And you will.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I kept my arm out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cIt isn\u2019t mine. It\u2019s his. It\u2019s the wood money. And he\u2019d have brought it down to you himself the day the roads opened. You know he would.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dale didn\u2019t move.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cJim paid what he owed,\u201d I said. \u201cEvery time. His whole life. I\u2019m not going to let him be the one man on this road who didn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He took it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
His hand wasn\u2019t steady.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He didn\u2019t put it in his shirt pocket this time. He just held it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Then he reached into that shirt pocket with his other hand.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And he took out two twenties. Folded once.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The same two.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI never spent it,\u201d he said. \u201cI\u2019ve been carrying it around all week. I couldn\u2019t make myself break them.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I looked at those two bills in his hand.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I could\u2019ve told him to keep it. That it was rent, fair and square, and I had a receipt. A week before, I might have.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I took them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I put them in the coffee can. And I pressed the lid back down.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI\u2019m sorry, Becky,\u201d Dale said. \u201cI\u2019m sorry I took it out of your yard. I\u2019m sorry about the forty dollars. Jim would\u2019ve\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He shook his head.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI don\u2019t know what Jim would\u2019ve done.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cHe\u2019d have called you a stubborn fool,\u201d I said. \u201cAnd then he\u2019d have split your wood for you.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I nodded at the shed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cHook it up for me.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Specialty: Emotional Turning Points<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rachel Monroe writes character-driven stories about betrayal, second chances, and unexpected resilience. Her work highlights the emotional side of family conflict \u2014 the silences, the misunderstandings, and the moments when someone quietly decides they\u2019ve had enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He hooked it up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He dropped the tongue on the ball. He ran the safety chains.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And this time, he didn\u2019t tell me how fast to drive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mrs. Hartmann watched the whole thing from her folding chair. When the hitch pin was in, she stood up on her cane.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cDale.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cYes ma\u2019am.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cThere are thirteen cords lying in rounds along this girl\u2019s fence. And one boy to help her. You own a chainsaw and a truck.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cYes ma\u2019am.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI will leave that with you,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And she let me help her back up into the cab.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I drove Mrs. Hartmann home first.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Then I drove to town, with the red splitter rattling along behind me. And I parked right in front of the feed store.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There were three men at the counter. They all stopped talking when I walked in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I went over to the bulletin board.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I took the thumbtack out of Dale\u2019s receipt. I folded it up. I put it back in the chest pocket of my flannel shirt and buttoned the pocket.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I left the index card up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The free oak was still free.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ray looked out the front window at the splitter hitched to my truck. Then he looked at the empty spot on the board.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cAll settled?\u201d he asked.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cAll settled,\u201d I said. \u201cIt turns out Jim owed Dale for an axle. Back in February. It\u2019s paid now.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I said it loud enough for the three men at the counter to hear.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
They\u2019d carry it all over the county by supper.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That was only fair.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019d put one truth up on that wall. I owed the town the other one.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Specialty: Emotional Turning Points<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rachel Monroe writes character-driven stories about betrayal, second chances, and unexpected resilience. Her work highlights the emotional side of family conflict \u2014 the silences, the misunderstandings, and the moments when someone quietly decides they\u2019ve had enough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dale\u2019s truck was in my yard at eight o\u2019clock the next Saturday morning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He didn\u2019t knock.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I heard the chainsaw start.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When I went outside with a cup of coffee, he was already down at the end of the row. Cutting the biggest rounds in half, so Cole could lift them onto the beam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The three of us split wood until dark that day.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And the Saturday after that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And the one after that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We put up my whole winter\u2019s wood. And five cords left over.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Those five cords went to the names I\u2019d written down from the phone calls. The widower on Spring Lake. The young mother whose husband was overseas. Three more after that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dale and Cole didn\u2019t say much to each other that first Saturday.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
By the second Saturday, Dale was showing him how to file a chainsaw chain.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
By the third Saturday, Cole was arguing with him about it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Which, in that family, is how you can tell everything\u2019s going to be all right.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That was a year ago.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
This October, I had the splitter out of my own shed. Right where it belongs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I went into the lean-to and went over the list on the wall fresh, in carpenter\u2019s pencil. I did that part myself this time. Pressing hard, the way Jim always did.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mrs. Hartmann, one cord.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Donna Peterson, one cord.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Marlene Olson, one cord.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019d been going back and forth all week about whether I had the right to add anything to it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The first Saturday of the month, before I\u2019d even pulled the starter rope, a truck turned in at the end of the driveway.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nobody had called him. Nobody had asked.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dale got out with his own chainsaw in one hand.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And a pie in the other. In a tin. With plastic wrap pulled tight over the top.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cMrs. Hartmann sent this,\u201d he said. \u201cShe says she worked out who she owed it to.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He held it out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cShe says it\u2019s for whoever stacks.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cole is seventeen now. He\u2019s taller than either one of them ever were.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He took the pie and the chainsaw out of his uncle\u2019s hands. And he handed him a pair of work gloves.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I went back into the lean-to for the water jug.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I stood there and looked at the wall for a minute.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Then I took the carpenter\u2019s pencil down off its nail.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And under the three names, in my own handwriting, I wrote a fourth line.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dale brings the saw.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It isn\u2019t as square as Jim\u2019s printing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But it\u2019ll hold.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Specialty: Emotional Turning Points<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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